he's so charming...

but he is also:

• 15 years older;
• married;
• has 2 small and very cute kids;
• my mother's bestfriend brother.

So there's a big no-no to me, I just stare... and have fantasies with *cof*
I don't know why I keep "falling" for the unavailable guys, but I could swear his eyes take a min or two in me too. Scratch that one out. He showed me how madly in love he is with his wife. He's the kind of man I want for myself. And we'll find each other <3

i haven't been binging nor restricting for some days. I'm happy with myself, I just need to accept my body as it is now. Though is difficult when everyone talks about no fat, yes thin.